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Alexandra:
"You are a very strong man."
Dimitri: "Oh?"
Alexandra: "Most of
you. Which is why the symptoms were so subtle. It's a good job you were paying attention
because..." (she puts her glasses back on) "...what is happening is a confusion
in your brain, in the actual brain cells. The shedding part is on overdrive and the
replenishing part -- it isn't happening."
Dimitri: "Yeah. Well,
that was elegantly put, but it's not anything I haven't heard before."
Alexandra: "You
didn't come to me for a diagnosis. You came to me for a cure. Now, I have a theory. I'm
not alone." (She flips pages over on her clipboard) "What I want to do is I want
to target these rogue cells, the ones that aren't cooperating, and eliminate them. And
then I want to jump-start the others to help themselves replenish."
Dimitri: "And you can
do this?"
Alexandra (smiles at him):
"Wouldn't you like to try?"
Dimitri (shakes his head):
"That's not what I asked you."
Alexandra (pausing before
answering, she takes off her glasses): "Mr. Marick, your condition is extremely rare.
I dare say it's unique. Now, there have been test cases with similar disease patterns.
It's all here. I believe this can work. But I need you to believe it. You said to me that
you knew what you were asking. What... what it would cost me to treat you, emotionally and
spiritually. Well, I know what I'm asking of you. I'm asking you to hope." (She
pauses to let the words sink in.) "You must. You have to hope if you're going to
believe. And you have to believe if you're going to live." (She holds out one of her
hands. He pauses, takes a deep breath, then takes her hand.) "Good, now we
begin."
Back to the present, Alex looks upward,
tormented by her deception. She hasn't noticed that Edmund is standing in the doorway,
listening to her.
Alexandra (to the air): "Oh, dear God. Have I done the right
thing?"
Edmund: "Alex? I
guess we both had the same idea."
Alexandra:
"What?"
Edmund: "To be close
to Dimitri."
Alexandra: "Oh,
yes."
Edmund: "And Maria
for me."
Alexandra:
"Mm-hmm."
Edmund: "I miss her
every day."
Alexandra: "She
sounded like a remarkable woman. Dimitri said she was the heart of your family."
Edmund: "Yeah.
Sometimes I think she was a little too sensitive, though, to be a neurosurgeon."
Alexandra: "Why do
you say that?"
Edmund: "Because she
took the loss of her patients so personally. But you know how often that happens in your
business."
Alexandra: "All too
often, I'm afraid."
Edmund: "As a doctor,
it must have been especially hard on you to lose my brother."
Alexandra: "As a
doctor? No, as a wife. As a woman, it was incredibly hard. Still is."
Edmund: "Is that why
you stopped practicing medicine? The high mortality rate?"
Alexandra: "No."
Edmund: "You know,
Maria used to tell me about the toll that it took on her. You know, losing people that...
there was no hope. People she cared for."
Alexandra: "Yeah.
It's never easy."
Edmund: "Some people
actually would ask her to help speed up their demise. Did that ever happen to you?"
Scene fades out...
Alexandra: "All physicians deal with the issue of euthanasia. You
have to question the patient's
quality of life."
Edmund: "So does the
patient, I would imagine. I mean, we're talking human beings. It's not
like it's just a sick cat or a dog."
Alexandra: "Well, if
an animal is sick and can't be saved, the kindest thing to do is to put it down."
Edmund: With a human
being, you know -- well, animals, they... they can't tell you if they want to fight what's
killing them or not. Patients have that choice. And they should."
Alexandra: "They can
tell you how frightened they are. They can beg you to go to extreme measures to save their
lives. Or they can do the opposite."
Edmund: "What did
Dimitri want? What did he want you to do? You were his doctor and the woman he
loved."
Alexandra: "You're
asking me if I helped your brother to die. Well, the answer is no."
Scene fades out, then back.
Alexandra: "Do you really think I killed your brother?"
Edmund: "I think
you'd end his suffering if he asked you."
Alexandra: "I loved
him. I would have moved heaven and earth to save him. Why can't you understand that?"
Edmund: "I'm sorry. I
had to ask because you're his doctor."
Alexandra: "I've
tried over and over to explain how I felt about him, that my feelings for him were
real, deep, and passionate."
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