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Alexandra (on the phone to
Sean, back in England): "He knows, Sean. No, not about that. He knows I'm a
physician. Oh, there's no way of stopping him. He's going to keep digging. Yes, it will
mean a quick escape to England, so you'll have to have everything ready as we discussed
it. I don't know. Oh, I have no idea. It could be any time now. Yes. All right. So stay in
touch? Thanks."
Hanging up the phone Alex thinks back to a conversation she and Dimitri had in England.
They're back in the garden, seated on their bench.
Alexandra: "Oh, it's not bad news." (He's holding her hand.
There's a pause of silence.)
Dimitri: "It's all
right. It's all right. It's not what you wanted to say. What you wanted to say was that I
was cured, that you'd save me, and all is well." (He smiles sadly at her.)
"Instead, you had to tell me that we're on to plan b... and I'm sure it's a marvelous
plan and it'll do really good, and then maybe there will be a plan c or d or
whatever." (She nods her head. Another pause.) "It doesn't matter. What you have
given me... in a way, my life was over when I came to you. I was planning to go to Vadzel
and end it there. I was. I was." (She smiles, shaking her head in disbelief that he'd
kill himself that way.) "So this... sitting here with you.. it's a miracle." (He
looks at her intently.) "But I don't... I don't want you to be hurt anymore. I don't
want this to be harder on you. Well, I'll find another doctor. I will leave the
country."
Alexandra (shaking her
head again): "You can't."
Dimitri: "Alex, it's
all right."
Alexandra (getting teary
eyed): "No, it's not. It won't help. Don't you see? You could go to Ethiopia, you
could go to the end of the world, and I'd still stay awake at night worrying about you. I
love you." (She laughs, embarrassed, and pauses.) "It's too late. Don't you see
it's too late?"
Dimitri (shaking his head,
pleased at her profession): "It's not. It's not, Alex. It... it's just begun. It's
just begun." (He gathers her in his arms, Alex laying her head on his chest, and he
stroking her hair.)
The scene fades out... later Alex recalls
some words she said to Dimitri on another occassion while they're sitting in the garden.
Alexandra: "Well, I know what I'm asking of you. I'm asking you to
hope. You must. You have to hope if you're going to believe. And you have to believe if
you're going to live. Hope... hope."
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